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Well school is coming up. August 26th. I didn't do well in school for the last 2 years but if i want to get into a good collage, julliard or berkley (something along that), than i need A's & B's. Y'know school ISNT that hard, people just make it...

Does my sassiness upset you?

I know have done a terrible job of keeping up with this, but like I said last time, life got in the way.           Anyways, I left off when Sam had failed to close the night we went to the pub. For details, look at the last blog.     ...

Him.

So this guy is honestly the best thing that has happened to me. He may think he isn't, but he is. He has been through the same situations as I've been. Been in relationships that just hurt us emotionally and mentally. Trust is so hard for both of us....

Driving me crazy

he's sleeping on the floor right next to me. For the first time tonight he looked my in my eyes and told me he loved me, but whether I believe him or not is the hard part. I'm sure there's another girl, or multiple, he is single so I dont really have...

The Story of You

We started out as silent as the schoolyard on a Monday morning. I found out my best friend liked you and that gave me more of interest in you. Slowly, as time gradually passed by, we talked about stupid junk in the classroom and people we...

doctor appointment

Today was dre's doctor appointment..It went pretty well the doctor said he seemed to be growing well weight and height wise.He said that Dre didn't seem to have ADD/ADHD (thank god) but that it was a little too early to tell.He also said Dre was very...

Boys

 Okay. This might sound like a typical teenage blog, and one thing every teenage girl goes through is boys. Well let me tell you aout this one boy. He is probably the most sweetest, caring guy I have ever met! When we go ad hang out he opens my door...

Fuck societies idea of beauty

Have you ever stopped and wondered why people constantly bash each other? Why everyone has such strong opinions about appearance and status quo. Even on tumblr. Every other picture is a skinny girl, and people either love it or hate it. Once in a...

The First Lie

We all knew that it was bound to happen.    Just because I seem to come across as being entirely devoted to the fairytale cloud that I have magically appeared on, does not mean that I cannot see through the bullshit.    Mr Right Now and I...

You

You took him away from me . You messed with our relationship ! You took him away from again , this is twice in a row !!! Leave us alone !!!! Im tired of fighting . It hurts so bad . Im dying in the inside !!

we are ready too learn:)

on a happier note, (that doesn't involve my crappy relationship problems;)  I decided to get the monsters prepared for school. They have about a month and a half. But I want them to go in their knowing at least a little bit. Now they know the...

How do you begin?

I'm starting to feel those negative emotions in my times of stillness and I'm not sure if this is normal or not.      I know that I absolutely adore Mr Right Now and I am crazy about the unfilterdness of our relationship, he makes me the...

boy problems..

I know that nobody’s completely happy with their relationships and that there’s no relationship like the ones we see in movies but I think that my relationship isn’t exactly happy even in human terms. My bf always wants things to go his way, he asks...

I've got a thing for "Rebels". As he calls himself.

So make me out as a terrible person all you want, but I have an interest for another guy... even though I have a boyfriend of 9 months. You see this guy is like no one else, he's in a super legit metal band and is really nice. But he's also older by...

Victory's Contagious

  Finding random articles that don't belong to me - a single sock, a bracelet, the back of an earring, fancy lingerie - in our apartment has become old news. He still fucks me as passionately and voraciously as he always has, so I convince...

Troubles !!

Talking to that one guy, slowly creating feelings for him, you talk all night, see him monday-friday, sometimes weekends, to find out he is treating you the same as many other girls, on his bbm, snapchat, its not you, your not special to him, your...

97 on 3

"You want my honest opinion?" Nor asked, feigning incredulity.    "Yes."   "Are you sure?"   "For fuck's sake," I trailed off, debating whether to give up seeking help or to take another drag.   "Well," she sighed, stalling for...

Annoying

My ex or the guy that I dated for a couple of weeks has been very annoying lately. He's trying to be the nice guy but that is just making it more and more frustrating that he wants to stay in contact with me. For example he constantly stalks me on...

Orientation

Orientation for college went amazing. I met a lot of new friends and I am excited for the college in the Fall. The only thing that I am dealing with is that I got this guy's number but I didn't plan to do anything more then be friends with him. We...

Mister Right Now

I'm at the point where I stand at the head of a fork and you know when you have the option to turn right or left, but you choose neither and head straight ahead? Well, that's what I've done.    I've trailed off the path of right and I've avoided...