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cycle of bad luck with boys

hey there, thought I'd give a wee update of my life since it's been a little while since I last posted. An update on my last blog: Q eventually confessed his feelings to me. I didn't know what to say because It's a conversation I'd rather have in...

Four thousand four hundred and forty-four days ago.

It was on the vacant, lonely, and crumbling basketball court behind the high school on a hot summer day that it happened. Little green weeds had forced themselves through the cracked grey asphalt only to wither and die at the sun's relentless blaze....

Day seven

Day seven: I don't mean to come off as vain or even sound vain, but am I really that desirable as a person? Well, my exes think so. My ex from Scotland messaged me today and asked if things were good reguarding my boyfriend. When I said yes and asked...

Boy Crazyyyy

Okay, so literally all my "relationships" in the past two years have been online or over the text message. Well I'm in college now so I've got lots of options right? WRONG! The ratio of males to females is 4 to 1. I have a crush on two people. One is...

Nudity

I was in a VOX meeting, planned parenthood on campus for students (I really like it), and we were talking about the bikinis and how camps and places put restrictions on what GIRLS can wear. They were all going on the topic of things like "Why can't...

My Homecoming Experience

Dear Reader,  I haven't been posting much. A lot has been happening I guess. I think this is the one year of my high school or even middle school life where I'm always looking for plans on the weekends. I've been hanging out a lot with my two...

Two Steps Forward and One Step Back

So my last post was kind of long, I understand that few read it, or even finished reading it, this one will be, I guess average.    I've been researching on religions, mostly Wicca, I've gotten quite impressed with it, spells, materials, and...

Torn.

I'm so stressed out, I can't find my plants for my cuts and today just keeps getting worse. I tried to talk to James today to makes sure we were okay but he seem kind of distance and kept looking past me, then when some guy came out of class he pushed...

Let's seperate the mice from the men.

James and I had a fight last night and I'm still annoyed. Basically he was ranting about some of my friends who were with a group of much older guys, drinking and they had only just met. (It was putting them in danger to be honest but thats not for me...

boy trouble

Im in middle school I like a boy named Micheal. We like each other dont get me wrong. We dont talk at all. I have no clue what to do! Help please comment.💖

Mixed feelings about this guy? Advice please?😘

I was hoping someone could give me advice on this? I'm kind of having mixed feelings about this guy.. We actually dated for 2 months and we broke up like 5 months ago but we've still been friends for that whole time. I broke up with him because I said...

One Guy At a Time.

So I've recently gotten out of a serious relationship about a month ago. We both agreed that since we weren't in love, it would be kind of stupid to continue, and by we, I mean he. I'm great at settling. Since I'm 18 now, my mom is persistent on...

Cookies and Ice Cream

I apologize for the misleading title because there will be no cookies or creaming delights. That's just how happy my day actually was. It started off kind of icky though, to be honest. I was a little mad, woke up on the wrong side of the bed I...

boy troubles (pt. 1)

there is a reason i said part 1 because well i am sure this will not be my first blog about a boy (sorry). his name is stephen. he is a junior i am a sophomore. we talk in our free period (directed study). we facebook chat but we don't text, i wish we...

Teach me to fix my broken soul.

Wanna know something I love? It's waking up naturally early in the morning with a cool breeze coming through the window and just snuggerling under my duvet thinking about things. Whenever this happens to me (which isent often) I always feel so happy...

Why I'm Single

So after continuing to get over this heartbroken event that happened to me a week ago, I'm finally over it. I'm finally over the stupid thing and stupid Crash. He can have whoever he wants, I deserve better anyone. I barely want to be friends with the...

Wishing my life away with things I'll never say.

Oh gosh I'm in tears for like 10th time today. I was reading back through some old blog posts and I came across the one 'Push me away, Pull me back harder'. It's about James from a while ago and because things aren't good between us right now its made...

long time no talk

So it has been awhile..a long while since ive been on here..my apologies guys. Life is just so busy for me it is mad. Ive been doing non stop classes and just trying to focus on my life and future. So far so good. But what I am really concerned...

Is it worth it?

Maybe the things we want to be worth it aren't. Being faced with dillemas is something I'm faced with every single day. Growing close to someone comes with the fear of that closeness falling apart, staying awake to 3am on the phone to someone everyday...

How Can You Tell if a Guy Likes You??

I seriously want to know! This guy I like, he's super sweet, is always trying to engage me in conversation and always smiling at me for the longest time, to the point where I look away in embarrassment. I do feel he likes me but I'm not sure, guys are...

Just Blogging

    So I made this blog for you. I will be posting my life on here basically. Enjoy

W, X, Y and Z...

Bloggers....oh my dear sweet boggers.... It has been far too long.   I started this blog when I moved to NYC. I was a new girl in a HUGE city. I was using this blog to document and keep track of my conquests. It was a grand experience. I stopped...