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Your Business is YOUR business

Everyday I get on Instagram, Twitter, etc the're is always one (mostly females) who continuously broadcast their relationship. Every single post is about what's currently going on in their relationship and if it's not that it's constant posts and...

Rant About A Boy

A little bit of background into this story, I have extreme anxiety. I easily can get nauseas or panic attacks in the simplest of situations. I typically stay out of realtionships but I was stupid, as a usual rant about a boy starts. Okay so, I...

Relationships

I feel like everytime I try something new it always fails. Or that the boy I used to date always comes back and messes up my feelings about him. One minute its I dont want to talk to you the next minute is please come back and I still love you. Maybe...

my loveys

Boys are back from their dads..Adiah told me that he didn't see his dad this weekend just his grandma and his grandma bought them bikes..which does not surprise me one bit.I don't understand why he doesn't just give up on the whole visitation...

In the midst of the destruction

After processing the drama the status update created at the beginning of the weekend, all in all, it was a very amazing weekend.    As you know, Mr Right Now and myself celebrated our Monthaversary! Other than going 'social' with our...

Why do i love that guy

this is the question people ask me frequantly...every another day...some or the other guy ask me this...that why do i love him...what did he did...he is not at all made for you...you deserve a better one...but then also...i just ignor them....n for...

Lakeshore Line

The slow, steady, rolling sway disrupted by the intermittent deafening shrieks of steel on steel. A Jays game, TFC, the late-night pencil pushers, and the Wednesday night alcoholics making their ways - the only time the TTC is ever properly used in...

Freshmen year: Tyler

So where do i even begin.. My first year of highschool was crazy espically when it came to guys. i mean im only 16 and will have plenty more heartbreaks in the future but im just here to share my story. Going into highschool i was ovbiously very...

Do Fruity Fruitcake's fulfil your Fantasies?

Okay obviously if you do not know me well enough you're not going to understand the title of this blog and my witty, sarcastic ways, so let me just explain it too you as simply as i can.   The 'Fruitcake' remark is a personal, drunken joke...

Popular girls, makeup, boys and changes.

Well school is coming up. August 26th. I didn't do well in school for the last 2 years but if i want to get into a good collage, julliard or berkley (something along that), than i need A's & B's. Y'know school ISNT that hard, people just make it...

Does my sassiness upset you?

I know have done a terrible job of keeping up with this, but like I said last time, life got in the way.           Anyways, I left off when Sam had failed to close the night we went to the pub. For details, look at the last blog.     ...

Him.

So this guy is honestly the best thing that has happened to me. He may think he isn't, but he is. He has been through the same situations as I've been. Been in relationships that just hurt us emotionally and mentally. Trust is so hard for both of us....

Driving me crazy

he's sleeping on the floor right next to me. For the first time tonight he looked my in my eyes and told me he loved me, but whether I believe him or not is the hard part. I'm sure there's another girl, or multiple, he is single so I dont really have...

The Story of You

We started out as silent as the schoolyard on a Monday morning. I found out my best friend liked you and that gave me more of interest in you. Slowly, as time gradually passed by, we talked about stupid junk in the classroom and people we...

doctor appointment

Today was dre's doctor appointment..It went pretty well the doctor said he seemed to be growing well weight and height wise.He said that Dre didn't seem to have ADD/ADHD (thank god) but that it was a little too early to tell.He also said Dre was very...

Boys

 Okay. This might sound like a typical teenage blog, and one thing every teenage girl goes through is boys. Well let me tell you aout this one boy. He is probably the most sweetest, caring guy I have ever met! When we go ad hang out he opens my door...

Fuck societies idea of beauty

Have you ever stopped and wondered why people constantly bash each other? Why everyone has such strong opinions about appearance and status quo. Even on tumblr. Every other picture is a skinny girl, and people either love it or hate it. Once in a...

The First Lie

We all knew that it was bound to happen.    Just because I seem to come across as being entirely devoted to the fairytale cloud that I have magically appeared on, does not mean that I cannot see through the bullshit.    Mr Right Now and I...

You

You took him away from me . You messed with our relationship ! You took him away from again , this is twice in a row !!! Leave us alone !!!! Im tired of fighting . It hurts so bad . Im dying in the inside !!

we are ready too learn:)

on a happier note, (that doesn't involve my crappy relationship problems;)  I decided to get the monsters prepared for school. They have about a month and a half. But I want them to go in their knowing at least a little bit. Now they know the...

How do you begin?

I'm starting to feel those negative emotions in my times of stillness and I'm not sure if this is normal or not.      I know that I absolutely adore Mr Right Now and I am crazy about the unfilterdness of our relationship, he makes me the...

boy problems..

I know that nobody’s completely happy with their relationships and that there’s no relationship like the ones we see in movies but I think that my relationship isn’t exactly happy even in human terms. My bf always wants things to go his way, he asks...