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Like it Matters

So you miss me, huh? I can honestly say, didn't see this coming. Weird isn't it, that people tend to come around for a second run? Like I said, I forgive you. I don't go back on my word, but you tell me you miss me like that should change something. ...

electric adventure beach weekend

went down to seaside for electric adventure weekend. had no idea what was in store for me, but i was hopeful. of course as i was nearing the shore on friday afternoon, it started to rain. hard. so i stopped at quik check to get a veggie wrap with...

The Enemy Within: Part Two

  August 29, 2013   I let the boys go and just shook my head a little... I advised the neighbour of what had happened but I got the feeling that she wasn't willing to take my word for it... the one thing that wasn't discussed was why they...

The Enemy Within

  August 29, 2013   I got a complaint via the company phone from a neighbour regarding kids joyriding on #6... she also admitted that it appeared as though they were driving one of our carts... I advised her that the course washrooms were...

Feeling Like an Idiot

So as I have mentioned in my previous posts I was talking to this boy and then he started dating some other girl. Recently he texted me and apologized, and I decided to continue to talk to him. Which is my problem, I'm an idiot who always gives people...

lost without him.

I don’t know what hurts more pretending to be happy without him or knowing I might never be. When he told me he would be back and it wasn’t her he was leaving me for or even the typical it wasn’t you it was me ordeal was when I started to really...

Friends

There are 10 % peoples in the world who loves each other in facebook more than 90 % are fake who talk like real girls but reality ; he is a boy.

sorry, another teenage love rant..

TEENAGE BOYS AND THEIR INDIFFERENCE angers me.   It's just that they're immature for one, so they don't take things seriously. Or do things without thinking. They play girls and wonder why they get mad. The way they don't care about girls...

Your Business is YOUR business

Everyday I get on Instagram, Twitter, etc the're is always one (mostly females) who continuously broadcast their relationship. Every single post is about what's currently going on in their relationship and if it's not that it's constant posts and...

Rant About A Boy

A little bit of background into this story, I have extreme anxiety. I easily can get nauseas or panic attacks in the simplest of situations. I typically stay out of realtionships but I was stupid, as a usual rant about a boy starts. Okay so, I...

Relationships

I feel like everytime I try something new it always fails. Or that the boy I used to date always comes back and messes up my feelings about him. One minute its I dont want to talk to you the next minute is please come back and I still love you. Maybe...

my loveys

Boys are back from their dads..Adiah told me that he didn't see his dad this weekend just his grandma and his grandma bought them bikes..which does not surprise me one bit.I don't understand why he doesn't just give up on the whole visitation...

In the midst of the destruction

After processing the drama the status update created at the beginning of the weekend, all in all, it was a very amazing weekend.    As you know, Mr Right Now and myself celebrated our Monthaversary! Other than going 'social' with our...

Why do i love that guy

this is the question people ask me frequantly...every another day...some or the other guy ask me this...that why do i love him...what did he did...he is not at all made for you...you deserve a better one...but then also...i just ignor them....n for...

my situation

which boy should i choose?   Jake-cute,sweet,quiet,tall,good personality,great body,and sporty Ian-hot,hes a talker,short,nice,wrestler,muscular,and cute

Lakeshore Line

The slow, steady, rolling sway disrupted by the intermittent deafening shrieks of steel on steel. A Jays game, TFC, the late-night pencil pushers, and the Wednesday night alcoholics making their ways - the only time the TTC is ever properly used in...

Freshmen year: Tyler

So where do i even begin.. My first year of highschool was crazy espically when it came to guys. i mean im only 16 and will have plenty more heartbreaks in the future but im just here to share my story. Going into highschool i was ovbiously very...

Do Fruity Fruitcake's fulfil your Fantasies?

Okay obviously if you do not know me well enough you're not going to understand the title of this blog and my witty, sarcastic ways, so let me just explain it too you as simply as i can.   The 'Fruitcake' remark is a personal, drunken joke...

Popular girls, makeup, boys and changes.

Well school is coming up. August 26th. I didn't do well in school for the last 2 years but if i want to get into a good collage, julliard or berkley (something along that), than i need A's & B's. Y'know school ISNT that hard, people just make it...

Does my sassiness upset you?

I know have done a terrible job of keeping up with this, but like I said last time, life got in the way.           Anyways, I left off when Sam had failed to close the night we went to the pub. For details, look at the last blog.     ...

Him.

So this guy is honestly the best thing that has happened to me. He may think he isn't, but he is. He has been through the same situations as I've been. Been in relationships that just hurt us emotionally and mentally. Trust is so hard for both of us....

Driving me crazy

he's sleeping on the floor right next to me. For the first time tonight he looked my in my eyes and told me he loved me, but whether I believe him or not is the hard part. I'm sure there's another girl, or multiple, he is single so I dont really have...